Okey, hay........... 2:19 PM Monday November 19, 2008

This happen to be my first blog, yepeeeeeeeeeee

My friends keep talking about their blogs, like what good things happened to them other day, or it could be family problem or about girls or boys............. and they just wrote it down the page and talk it later about there blogs with my other friends. My friend, lets just call her "Bangs" (:)) one of my smoke buddy always talk about her blog, the first blog I have read was her's, about her Maid and Mom, talking about fairy tales come true, but for her it was not a Happy Ending. Anyway, I said to myself why not try to make one, and share my thoughts about life, my life, I am a secretive person, I don't usually talk and share my problems to anyone or even my life story, I would rather keep it to my self, but as a result I sometimes get depress, or self pitying my self, blaming my self for what I have done, the cure to it 2 sticks of cigarettes and questioning myself "WHY?"

Maybe this blog thing can help, expressing my feelings and practicing sharing my thoughts and the reality of my life, sharing it to my friends and maybe they can share a thing or two about the thing called "MY LIFE"..........................